Wednesday, 9 October, 2013

ab wo mere paimaanon ka hisaab rakhne laga hai
jo kabhi mujhe apni aankhon se jaam pilaata tha
ab to har raat ka wohi afsaana ban jaata hai
kabhi wo kabhi badar deewana ban jaata hai
hum sar jhuka ke baithe rahte hein pahlu mei
kabhi wo shama kabhi parwana ban jaata hai

badar - moon
waqt ko badalne mein bahut waqt lag gaya
jazbaat woh lekin mujhme aaj bhi zinda hai
jo teri zindgi se nikal gaya tha arsa pahle,
wo aaj bhi teri hi galiyon ka ek bashinda hai

jee liya apni zindgi ko, jane kaise ab talak
meri zeest magar jeene pe sharminda hai
dil mahsoos karta guzre lamhon ki taaseer
jinse meri zindgi ki rau ab bhi taabinda hai ...

bashinda - resident
zeest - life
taaseer - warmth
rau - light
taabinda - illuminate

ik tilsim hai teri jumbish mein kuch is kadar,
tu saahir toh nahin, magar hai kaif-e-asar ..

tilsim - magic
jumbish - movement
saahir - magician
kaif-e-asar - induce intoxication
ab to har raat ka wohi afsaana ban jaata hai
kabhi wo kabhi badar deewana ban jaata hai
hum sar jhuka ke baithe rahte hein pahlu mei
kabhi wo shama kabhi parwana ban jaata hai

badar - moon

kal raat phir ek khwaab dekha maine
kal raat phir khayalon me mulaqat hui
kya hua ke har harf deewan ban gaya
ye deewangi yu kab se mere saath hui...
ik lamha apne waqt ka tu hume dede
poori zindgi hum usme guzaar denge
ta-umr usko hum baar baar jee lenge
aur ek din unhi par jaan nisaar denge
Apni zindgi se usne meri ruksati kuch is tarah se kar di,
khudkushi me juda jaise saans ko jism se karta ho koi..
kabhi rasta n mila, kabhi humsafar n mila
kabhi manzil n mili, kabhi rahguzar n mila

zindgi ke safar mei mukaam toh kai aaye
kabhi chaaya n mili toh kabhi ghar n mila

humne tanhaai ki shikaayat karni chhod di
tanhaai mei bhi tanhaai ka manzar n mila

baazi zindgi ki khel toh li lekin jeet n sake
jo jitaye khud haar ke wo sikandar n mila

pursukooniyon ki khwaaish rakhi hai lekin
aman naseeb ho jahan wo shahar n mila

humne yun hi kaaynaat ko ilzaam de diya
is zameen ko bhi sada k liye badar n mila

log deewangi ka charcha kyun karte hein
hum kaun sa mar gaye woh agar n mila

pusukooniyan - peace
aman - peace
kaaynaat - universe
badar - moon
Humne tera naam hi dua rakh chhoda hai,
har ibaadat ke baad tujhe maang lete hein
bahut choti choti si wo baaten
aur kuch bhooli si mulaakaten
na jane kahan se aa jaati hein
aur yaado ko aksar satati hein

kabhi koi geet sunaai deta hai
toh tera chehra dikhai deta hai
kabhi kitaabon me likhi kahani
hamari kahaniyan ban jati hein

saayon mein dhoop ki zaroorat
ya pyaas mein paani ki keemat
mujhe teri tishnagi mei yu aksar
kuch waisi aatishen jalaati hein...
kuch to chupa hai meri aankhon mein raqeeb ke liye,
gar mohabbat nahin dikhti use to zalaalat hi dekh le...
aankhon ke aage jo shay dikhai deti hai
soorat-e-yaar hai ya k nazar ka khumaar
mere armaanon ne mujh se aaj phir ik saazish ki hai
tumhare kaandhe pe sar rakhne ki fir khwaaish ki hai
teri berukh nazar ne muskura ke dekha jo nazar bhar
ya khuda aaj taqdeer ne mujhpe kaise nawaazish ki hai..
tere karm tere nishaan iss tarah chhod jaayen
k dushman k bhi haath uthe to sirf duaon k liye...
tum aaftaab ho to main tumhari zameen hu
tum ek sach ho aur main tumhara yakeen hu..
tum aaftaab nahin to bhi main zameen hoon
tum khuda ho aur main tumhara deen hoon
tum hamesha mere sach the sach hi rahoge,
tum thikana ho aur main panaah guzeen hoon...

in response to Varun Chawla's question: beta few words are little difficult so i have translated them. Aaftaab: sun, deen: faith, panaah guzeen: refugee
kaash usne mujhe ek mauka aur de diya hota
apni kismet nahi zaroorat hi samajh liya hota..
teri nighaaon ki taareef karoon ya teri aankhon ki
ik pyaar se dekhti hai aur ek pyaar dikhaati hein
jab daur e shikaayat shuru ho jaata hai kabhi toh
ik rooth rooth jaati hai aur ek ro kar sataati hein ..
kinaare par rahkar saagar ki gahraai naapte ho,
utro to pani mein dekhen tum me dum kitna hai,

kishtiyan kya chalengi, laharen kya duboyengi,
paani gehra utna hi hai tum mei hausla jitna hai...

bekaar hi darte ho tum zindgi ke thapedon se
jee lo jee bhar ke, aakhir zindgi ka sirf itna hai?

jo isko tair jaata hai, bus wo hi paar paata hai
sab khel hai zindgi ka aur zindgi khud fitnaa hai

jeet lo gar jeet sakte ho waqt ke har lamhe ko
anjaam e zeest toh aakhirish isko mitna hai...
woh har baat pe unka rooth jaana,
woh har baat pe hamara manaana
zindgi yun beetani hai to yun hi sahi,
zindgi yu hi bita denge teri marzi pe..

jab bhi fursat ke lamhon mein kahin
qurbaton ke lamhen yaad aa jaayen
tab gaur karna meri shikaayaton pe
aur mere gam-e-hijaraan ki arzi pe...

fursat - free, gurbaton ke lamhen - moments of closeness, gam-e-hijaraan - sorrow of separation, arzi - application
हमसाया नहीं, हमदर्द नहीं हमकदम भी नहीं बन सका
बस एक ही रिश्ता है अब उससे हमज़मानी का
रहबरी की उम्मीद थी तो राहें तकते थे हर रोज़ जिसकी
बुत परस्ती सिखाने वाला वो कायल था बुत शिकानी का
दिल-ए-मासूम को यहाँ के रस्मों -रिवाजों से आशनाई न थी,
और उस आशना को शौक था ज़माने भर से बदगुमानी का
हमने जिन मरासिमओं पर जिंदगी गुज़ार दी अपनी
अब उनसे क्या शिकवा करें तोहफा ए नातवानी का


हमसाया - neighbour, हमदर्द - sympathizer, हमकदम - one who walks with u
हमज़मानी - staying in the same era,
रहबरी - guidance,
बुत परस्ती - worshipper of statue, कायल - follower, बुत शिकानी - one who breaks stutues
आशनाई - friendship, आशना - friend, बदगुमानी - suspicious
मरासिमओं - agreements, तोहफा ए नातवानी - gift of sarrows
us maashooq ka kya jo jud kar bhi juda ho gaye
parasti ki khwaaish ki aur khud hi khuda ho gaye...

उस माशूक का क्या जो जुड़ के भी जुदा हो गए
परस्ती की ख्वाइश की और खुद ही खुदा हो गए
koi aisi tarqeeb bataao
k mujhe pata bhi na ho
aur tum mere kareeb aa jao...

koi aisi raasta sujhaao
k mujhe gumaan bhi n ho
aur tum meri raah se guzar jao...

koi aisa tareeka samjhao
k mujhe samajh bhi na ho
aur tum mere zahan me bus jao..

koi aisa hunar dikhaao
k mujhe ilm bhi na ho
aur tum meri zindgi me samaa jao...

koi aisa zariya banaao
k mujhe zaahir bhi na ho
aur tum mera saaya ban jao..
mazhab ke naam par lad ke kya khaasil
maut to mil jaati hai kisi bhi mukaam par
dair-o-haram mei dhoodhe khuda ko kyu,
mil jaayega wo tujhse tere makaan par...
कौन कहता है ज़िंदगी की शुरुआत सुबह से होती है ,
कुछ लोग तो शाम से भी सुबह का काम ले लेते हैं
मायूसी तो उनका गहना है जो डर के हालातों से,
सुबह होते ही घबरा के रात का दामन थाम लेते हैं ...

तुम्हें तो खुद पर फक्र होना चाहिए ए दोस्त मेरे के
तुमने अपने वक़्त से खुद ही जंग करने की ठानी है
वरना यहाँ तो लोग मजबूर होकर वक़्त के हाथों से
वक़्त को ही जिंदगी की हर हार का इलज़ाम दे देते हैं ...

सब्र को मत छोड़, सब्र जीना का सलीका सिखाता है
जब सब दोस्त छोड़ जाते हैं तो सब्र ही काम आता है
मगर फिर गुमशुदा होकर अपने ही गमों के सायों में
अक्सर हम खुद ही अपने सब्र का इम्तेहान लेते हैं ...

तुम शर्तिया जीत लोगे अपनी जिंदगी की हर बाज़ी
इस बात से तुम वाबस्ता हो, ज़माना भी वाकिफ है
हम भी कायल हैं तेरे बुलंद हौसलों के, ए यार मेरे
और तेरे इस हिम्मत ए जज़्बात को सलाम देते हैं ...

for all those who have not lost hope and keep on trying to reach their destination...
ये दिल खाली खाली सा लग रहा है
कोई चुप चाप यहाँ से गुज़र रहा है
मुड़ मुड़ के देखा कहाँ कहाँ तक
वो आशना कुछ पराया लग रहा है
हमने जिसके दामन से लिपटना चाहा
वो अजनबी बन दामन झटक रहा है
मुद्दत बाद मिलकर भी क्या मिला
अब तक क्यूँ ये दिल भटक रहा है
हमने दोस्तों के चेहरों में ढूँढा खुद को
हर दोस्ताना चेहरा अपनापन तज रहा है
शिकायत भी करें तो किससे करें
हर शख्स अपनी सलीब पे सज रहा है
खून का कतरा कतरा रिसता रहता है
और मलहम को ज़ख्म तरस रहा है
हाल ए दिल ने शायरी सिखा दी यारों
अब हर लफ्ज़ दर्द बन कर बरस रहा है ...
suna hai zid karne se khuda bhi mil jaata hai
chalo hum ye tareeka tum pe aazmaate hein...
usne beparwaahi dikhaai to hum bhi bewafaa ho gaye
tohmat lagaana rishte nibhaane se waakai aasaan tha
mere kufr aur khataayon ne mujhe ye baat samjhayi hai
galtiyan jisne maan li uske hisse mei aksar maafi aayi hai
agar sirf ek baar usne meri bechaini ko samjha hota
shaayad woh bhi apni be-rukhi par sharmindaa hota
itaab zaahir kar dena kaash tumhari bhi aadat hoti to
jazba jo n mar saka n jee saka wo aaj bhi zinda hota....

itaab - anger
fursaten (my old collection)...

jab haath thaama tha uska to yeh socha bhi na tha
jisko khuda jaante hein wo mukkammal insaan bhi nahi
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zaroorat badalti jaati hai hasbe haalaat,
kaun kahta hai magar haalaat nahi badalte
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wo raat jisne mujhe odh rakha hai
syaah kaali, kinaare se kinaare tak
main lekin khuda ki shukrguzaar hu
usne mujhe sahaara diya sahaare tak

haalat ne jakad rakha hai meri hasti ko
na khud ko rone diya na rukne diya
sar lahuluhaan ho gaya sang se takraakar
sar magar gum ke aage na jhukne diya

un khaufnaak aur akeli galiyon mein
jahaan pal pal dil khauf se dahalta hai
mera wajood beshaq kaanp jata hai
magar mera junoon beparwaah chalta hai

koi farq nahi mujhe ab sazaaon se
meri hasti badi hai mere chand gunaahon se
ke main khud apni zindgi ka noor hoon
mujhe faqr hai mujhpar main khud ka guroor hoon
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chal ab firaaq chhod de, har kaul ki miyaad poori nahin hoti
kahin talaash mukkammal nahin hoti, kahin muraad poori nahin hoti

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araab ke peeche sambhal k chaliega janaab
ke saraab sirf sahra mein nazar aate hei
nho sake to chand saaye saath le jaaiyega
kyunke ret par aksar paavn jal jaate hein
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insaano mein koi khuda nahin hota,chunki,
khuda aabid se kabhi juda nahin hota..

aabid - devotee

a human being can never be THE GOD, because god never leave their devotees alone
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sab kuch chor diya nayi zindgi ki talaash mein
bahut der baar dil ko sukun naseeb hua hai
kisi ki kismat se judna chaaha tha
koi aur magar dil ke kareeb hua hai
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हर रिश्ता यहाँ एक मियाद लेकर आता है,
वक़्त के साथ हर साथ बदल जाता है,
शिकायत करो भी तो कौन सुनता है दिल की फ़रियाद
हर कोई बस उतना निभाता है, जितना निभा पता है ...
ज़माने में हरेक अपना गम खुद ही उठाता है
सिर्फ अपना हाथ ही अपने आंसू पोंछ पाताहै
हर युग में मसीहा मर जाता है आवाम की खातिर
कौन भला उसका सलीब अपने काँधे लगाता है?
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zindgi safar nahi, rahguzar nahi manzil bhi nahi
zindgi sirf kuch kar guzarne kaam naam hai
apne liye to har koi jee leta hai yahan par
kisi aur ke liya jeena shaayad sabse badaa kaam hai
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umr bad jaati hai, umangen kam nahi hoti
jeene ka yahi saleeka rahe to kya baat hai
maut bhi aane se pahle kai baar sochegi
kaise le jaaun ise, jab zindgi iske saath hai
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khaali khat se unsne dheron paigaam bhej diyeek rukka,
ek lafz bhi na likha, garche qaraar aa gaya...

rukka - message
garche - bu
tqaraar - relief
usne beparwaahi dikhaai to hum bhi bewafaa ho gaye
tohmat lagaana rishte nibhaane se waakai aasaan tha
woh woh na rahen
hum hum na rahen
aalam e wasl mein
ye janam na rahen

na sabr n qaraar ho
mausam e pyaar ho
nazdeekiyan ho itni
duri ka wahm n rahe

sang tera hi saath ho
aankhon me baat ho
machalte jazbaat ho
aur koi gam na rahe

simati saanse chalen
raaten kuch yu dhale
aagosh me chupa lo k
furqat-e-sanam na rahe

zulfen bikhri bikhri ho
hansi me bhi be-fiqri ho
ungliyon se yu suljhao
koi Pech-o-kham n rahe...

furqat-e-sanam - separation from beloved
Pech-o-kham - Curls In The Hair
mere daaman thaamne ko tera haath chaahiye,
mujhe ab umr bhar ke liye tera saath chaahiye
gawara nahin door rah kar jeena mumkin mera
is janam se us janam tak aisa jazbaat chaahiye...
wasl-e-yaar ki guzaarish nahin, gunjaaish bhi nahin
faisla ye khuda ka lagta hai, kisi ki saazish bhi nahin
hume to lutf hi ab uske hijr yun mein aane lagaa hai
k ab koi shikaayat nahi aur waqt ki aazmaish bhi nahin
mere kufr aur khataayon ne mujhe ye baat samjhayi hai
galtiyan jisne maan li uske hisse mei aksar maafi aayi hai
koi kaise kahe kya beet gaya un lamhon mei
jab dard bhare is dil se unhon guftgoo ki thi...
bus isi khush-wahami mein bita di ye zindgi apni
use bhi shaayad mujhse milne ki tammanna hogi...
sirf ek hi sadak hai jahaan mein aane- jaane ki,
zindgi yun hi beet jaati hai raaste poochte hue..

har ek shai naapne k liye paimaana zaroori nahin
bahut kuch beech me hai nafrat aur mohabbat ke....
woh bhoole bhi nahin aur yaad bhi nahin
hum roye bhi nahin aur fariyaad bhi nahin
mohabbat ka anjaam kuch yu hua yaaron
ke dil toota bhi nahin aur abaad bhi nahin...
kuch raaten raat ko sone ke liye nahi hoti
un raaton me aankhon ko jagaya jata hai

us waqt koi bhi khwaab nahi dekhe jaate
kuch dhundle khayalon ko sajaya jata hai

zahan mei tasveereen kai rahti hein lekin
kisi ek ko hi tassavvur me bulaya jaata hai

khaawishen rokne se ruth jati hei din me
unhen raaton ko dobara manaya jata hai

tanhai ke us aalam mein tanhai bhaati hai
aur sharma k khud se hi batiyaya jata hai....
koi hamaari chuppi se pareshaan hai
koi hamare bolne pe shikayat karta hai...
kisi ko hamaari moujoodgi se ranj hai
koi hamare paas na hone pe bigadta hai..
tere daayaron mein mera wajood kuch yu khila
veeraanon mein jaise kabhi bahaar aa jaati hai
mujhe ahsaas hai ke teri panaah mei main hoon
tujhe yakeen nahi magar bus ye baat sataati hai
tum mujhe khud mein dekhte ho, ya mujhe mei khud ko
aaina bhi tumhen dekh kar aajkal sawarn jaata hai...
koi be-hichak bataata hai, koi be-lafz jataata hai
apne afsaane sunaane ke zariye beshumaar hein
hum be-bas ho bhi gaye toh parwaah kyun karen
hamaari hifaazat ke liye uthte haath hazaar hein....

कोई बेहिचक बताता है, कोई बेलफ्ज़ जताता है
अपने अफ़साने सुनाने के ज़रिये बेशुमार हैं ..
हम बेबस हो भी गए तो परवाह क्यूँ करें यारों
के हमारी हिफाज़त के लिए उठते हाथ हज़ार हैं ...
wo khamoshi mei bhi uski baaten, 
kabhi chup din, kabhi chup raaten, 
kahne ko lafz nahi magar uski wo
taqalluf bhari wada-e-mulaaqaaten ....

sard mausam mei dil ki sarsarahat
anch se lipti hui khamosh angeethi
lihaafon mein chupe sapne chote se
kabhi n khatam hone wali wo baaten ...

dheeme dheeme se dhadakta ye dil
apni hi dhadkanon se poochta hai
kya poori hoti hein khwaaishen kabhi
gar haan to karen kuch Munaajaaten..

taqalluf - formality
Munaajaaaten - prayers
koi saath nahi deta daur-e-gardish mein
tanhaai hi bus ek humsafar ban jaati hai...
aadatan wo humse rooth jate hein
aadatan hum unhe manaate hein
phir bhi shikaayat rahti hai unhen
k hum hi hein jo unhen satate hein ...

kabhi baaten karne ko nahin hoti
to bhi baaten khatam nahin hoti
kabhi bahut kuch hota hai dil mei
to din bhar unhen sunaate hein...

kabhi judaai ka mausam aata hai
toh wat katna mushkil ho jata hai
aalam-e-judaai me tab har ghadi
dher se aansu hum bahaate hein ...
mujhe ahsaas hai ke mujhe me wo baat ab bhi hai,
tumne bhi jataa diya ye mujhe meri nazar se dekh kar....
iqraar aur inkaar ke darmayaan
bus teri ik haan aur bus teri ik na...
mujhe ahsaas hai k mujh me woh baat nahi,
tum jataa dete ho toh achcha lagta hai...
apne hi saaye se bhaagte rahte hein
kisi aur se panaah paane ki aas mein
saahil pe baithe the laheron ke aasre
fir bhi thage gaye apni hi pyaas mein...
maqsad mere jeene ka tere pahlu mein panaah pana hai
ke mujhe marne se pahle ek baar tere kareeb aana hai...
nahin miloge to kya hum jeena bhool jaayenge
dard tab hoga jab hum sachmuch dur jaayenge
abhi to tumhen manaate hein aur sataate hein
jis din ye chhod denge sach bahut yaad aayenge...
haal e dil khol ke rakh diya uske jaanib humne
dil ki dhadkane woh phir bhi kyu n samajh saka...
kis hud ki baat karen, jab har cheez humne hud se zyada ki
woh tujhse mohabbat ho, teri ibaadat ho ya fir teri justjoo...
sab kuch bhool gaya tere jaane se,
kambakht ek tu hi nahi bhulaya jata...
koi dobara nahin milta raahon mein gar manzil ek nahin,
guzarte kai hein tere raaston se aksar musaafir ban kar...
na haal-e-dil poochte hein, na haal-e-dil bataate hein
fir bhi berukhi ka ilzaam hum par hi woh lagaate hein
gar wo rah nahin sakte meri zindgi mei mere ban kar
to bewajah kyu mere khyaalon mei dera jamaate hein

Friday, 26 July, 2013

Zindgi ka pyala tu ek musht hi satak jaana
Jo aadha peeya to aadha khaali rah jaayega
Khushi utni hi hogi jitna tere jism me gaya
Khaali hissa tere gum ki taraf bah jaayega
Saans bhi mat rokna, ek saans mein pee lena
k Kai martbaa saans atak jaati hai peete hue
Jo atke saans to koi fiqr nahin karna, kyuki
Ye jism pathhar hai, pathhar sab sah jayega…
Yahan wahan har jagah sirf khushi bikhri hai
Chun chun ke har lamha sajaa le dil me kahin

Friday, 5 July, 2013

hamaare paigaam ka jawaab nahi aata

Bahut bezaar ho jaate hein jab hamaare paigaam ka jawaab nahi aata
Peshe se muhaasibi karne waale ko meri besabri ka hisaab nahi aata

Khat milne ke baad bhi aadat-e-qataa-e-nazar se pareshaan hein
Kya us be-khabar ko mere dard ka ahsaas-e-azaab nahi aata

Khamkhah hi intezaar karne ka marz mol le liye hai humne
Ek woh hai jise meri naadaaniyon pe kabhi etaab nahi aata

muddat se band rakhen hein saare darwaaze aur khidkiyan
phir bhi bigde hue ahsaason ko chain-e- Iztiraab nahi aata

din raat behad uksaate hein hum uske sabr aur qaraar ko
jane kis mitti ka hai k uske jazbaaton pe inqlaab nahi aata


Muhaasibi- accountancy
aadat-e-qataa-e-nazar– habit of ignoring
ahsaas-e-azaab – understanding agony
etaab – gussa, anger
chain-e- Iztiraab – relief from anxiety

tera daaman dhoodhta rahta hai

Raat gaye aksar mera pahlu tera daaman dhoodhta rahta hai
Ke tu is karwat bhi jagaata hai, aur us karwat bhi jagaata hai

Aankhen band karke bhi kuch pareshaan se rahte hein aajkal
Ke Tera ek khwaab meri uneendii aankhon mein samaata hai

Dil ki dhadkane tez hoti hein bewajah jaane kyun sote sote,
Mere zahan mein tera khayaal askar apna ghar banaata hai

Aksar machal jaati hein baahen meri tere aagosh me aane ko
Ke teri un baazuon se mera kai janamon purana ik naata hai

Tum aksar mujhe bewajaah hi nikaal dete ho apni yaadon se
Tum hi kaho bhala koi apne aap se khud ko yun chuaraata hai …

Tuesday, 2 July, 2013

razdaar

wo apne dil se bhi apna haal-e-dil bayaan nahi karta
aur Hum khamkhah khud ko razdaar samajhte rahe

jis aas pe jeete the kabhi, wo aas dil me hi mar gayi
jis pyaas se marte the, us pyaas se khud hi ladte rahe

bahut lamba faasla aa gaya  darmayaan hum dono ke
kaun uthayega pahla kadam, is baat pe hi jagadte rahe

daayra humne bana dala tha, daayaron ke beech rah ke
un daayaron ko todne ka jhootha ek  dum bharte rahe

na fursaten wahan thin, na faraagaten humare paas
fir bhi dono khud ki masrufiyaton se mukarte rahe....

Monday, 1 July, 2013

khudaai kis pe raham khaati hai???

Jab bhi bedakhal karta hai wo apni ibaadat se
Meri junnon-e-parastish aur bhi bad jaati hai
Hum zabeen jhukate hein thokar khate hein
Jane uski khudaai kis par rahmat farmaati hai

Bada hi la-garz hai uski munsifi meri jaanib        
Har baat par sirf mujhe mujrim banaati hai
Haan Uspar meharbaan hoti hai uski nazar
jo nazar har nazar se nazar apni milaati hai

is kadar uski tangdili mujhe hairaan karti hai
ke mujhe meri haisiyat par sharm si aati hai
socha tha khuda kabhi kisi me farq nahi karta
magar yahan ibaadat bhi sikkon me toli jati hai..

tum kareeb ho

Gumaan hota hai tere kareeb hone ka
Jab bhi tere chehre ki sirf deed hoti hai
Nahi milta to, nigaahon ka roza hota hai
Milta hai to, be-mausam ki eid hoti hai

mehandi ka rang

Itna zulm hum pe kyun farmaaya jataa hai
Tum kya samajhte ho ke hum toot jaayenge
Arre hum to mehendi ke patto ki tarah hein
Tum jitna peesoge, utna hi rang dikhayenge

Friday, 28 June, 2013

Teer-e-nazar se jo zakhm hume diye jaate hein
unpe apne aansuon ki malham hum lagaate hein
Us par maasoomiyat se yeh poocha jaata hai…
Kyu rote ho, kya hum tumhe itna yaad aate hein
 
Dastak koi deta hai raat raat bhar khayaal mein
Ulajh ulajh jaate hein uske khamosh sawaalon mein
Raasta takta tha wo mera kabhi modon pe khada hua
aaj khada hai wh maasoom barbaadi ke kagaaron mein
Kuch samajh ka fer tha, kuch waqt ka dhokha, warna
Kaun todta hai rishte yun bewajah ke bawaalon mein
Muddat baad Harsun  aaj bhi ek hi soorat dikhti hai
Basaa hai jo kisi aur kee goshon aur dayaaron mein
Aasmaan par baadlon ki tarah guzarta hai bin barse
Aur baarish ka mausam bhi sookh gaya intezaaron mein
Humne wo dard mol le liye hai bin daam ke bin baat ke
Milti nahin jiski dawaa duniya ke kisi bhi bazaaron mein
Meri gustakhiyon ki sazaa aakhir maut kyun nahi
Ke hum to yun bhi quaid hein apni hi mazaaron mein
Hum nijaat paate nahin, woh paas aate nahin
Bechaini magar dikhti hai unke bhi hawaalon mein
Hasraten ginte the jin ungliyon par gin gin kar
Toote hein armaan uske saikdon hazaaron mein              
Uske bina andhera hi milta hai door tak faila hua
Aur Dhoondhte hum roshini chamakte ujaalon mein
maine tumhen tumse kahin zyaada pyaar kiya
Khud se zyaada hamesha tum par aitbaar kiya
Tumse maanga tha saath, tumne thukraa diya
Aur mujhe khud se hi is kadar sharmsaar kiya
Mera maajhi meri kashti ko wahin dubone aaya
Jahaan mere maazi ne ek din mera saath chhoda tha
Kismet se zyaada zaalim mera naakhuda nikla usne
kinaare se lahron ki taraf safeene ka muh moda tha
Koi rishte banana aur nibhanaa nahin jaanta
Koi rishte todna aur thukranaa nahin jaanta
Dua ko haath sab uthaate hein jaanib khuda k
Koi rahmat paakar bhi sir jhukana nahi jaanta



Mere labon pe ek naam aata hai guzar jaata hai
Mere dil se us shaks ka kuch ajeeb sa naata hai
Main usse ladun-jhagdun woh toh mera haq hai
Bardaasht nahi hota jab koi aur ungli uthata hai
Dasht-e-yaad se nikal kar kya haasil hoga yaaron
Door tak faili hai khushboo uski phoolon ki tarah
Tumse baaaten, mulaaqaaten meri kismet me kahan
Meri taqdeer mein to tumse sirf ek lambi judaai hai

Apne khwaabon me mere khwaabon ko panaah de do
Bhatak rahen hein bechare yun hi barson se dar b dar
Maine kab tumse tumhara waqt sara maanga tha
Bus sabhalne ko tumse thoda sahara maanga tha

Tum saahil pe khade the aur hum bhanwar mein
Tumse tumhari zameen ka ik kinaara maanga tha

Tere pyaar mein teri parasti ko is qadar bebas hue
Ke tere kadamo mein ek kona dobara maanga tha

Apne raqeeb se guzaarish karen bhi toh kaise kare
Usse uska nahin, haq humne hamaara maanga tha


Hasraten dil ki kya thi kya rah gayi e mere khuda
Khudai nahi Teri rahmaton ka ishaara maanga tha

Kabhi tum humse milne k liye bechain hote the
Kabhi humne tumse milne ki ghuhaar lagaai thi
Kabhi kambhakt waqt dhoka dekar yu guzar gaya
Kabhi mui taqdeer hi aadhre haathon aayi thi
Tumhara woh mere ghar tak aana kaise bhoolen
Tumhara wo darwaaza khatkhatana kaise bhoolen

Tumhari  woh aawaaz aaj bhi bhulaayi nahin jaati
Tumhara bechainiyon ko chupana kaise bhoolen

Tum yaad karte the ye bhoolna mumkin hi nahin
Tumhara who meri yaadon me aana kaise bhoolen

Tumhari baaten aur shikaayaten ab bhi yaad hein
Tumhara wo baat baat par rooth jaana kaise bhoolen

Tumhara raahon mein palken bichana to yaad nahin
Tumhari raahon me aankhen bichana kaise bhoolen

Tum nahin ho mere naseeb mein, iska ilm hai hume
Tumhara phir bhi mere nazdeek aana kaise bhoolen

Wednesday, 26 June, 2013

kinaare par rahkar saagar ki gahraai naapte ho,
utro to pani mein dekhen tum me dum kitna hai,

kishtiyan kya chalengi, laharen kya duboyengi,
aao ke yahan paani sirf tumhare ghutne jitna hai...

bekaar hi darte ho tum zindgi ke thapedon se
jee lo jee bhar ke, aakhir zindgi ka sirf itna hai?

jo isko tair jaata hai, bus wo hi paar paata hai
sab khel hai zindgi ka aur zindgi khud fitnaa hai

jeet lo gar jeet sakte ho waqt ke har lamhe ko
anjaam e zeest toh aakhirish isko mitna hai...

Tuesday, 25 June, 2013

Sab kuch hai lekin phir bhi ek kami si lagti hai
Saans hai magar zindgi kuch thami si lagti hai

Kaun rah gaya akela bichad ke mere saaye se
Meri parchaai mein ik tasveer jami si lagti hai

Baadlon se nikal k ek chota tukda aasmaa ka
Gira jahaan wo ek anjaan zameen si lagti hai

Honth beshaq zaahir kar bhi den hansi teri
Aankhon mein magar ek ghami si lagti hai

Muddat hui abr aabshaar n hue ghar pe mere
Aaj uske aane pe hawaa me ek nami si lagti hai
Meri Choti si gudia ab badi ho chali hai
Aage ki duniya bus tere piya ki gali hai
Tu dil ka tukda tu mere ghar ki bahaar
Mahkta mera aagna tu wo mithi kali hai

Wo chote chote se paanvon se matak matak ke chalna
Wo thirakna har geet pe aur baat baat pe machalna
Wo gusse mein muh fulaana aur woh aankhen dikhana
Har baat se teri yaaden judi hein
Meri choti si gudia ab badi ho chai hai

Wo padna, padaana aur bahaane banaana
Wo doston ke saath ghanton tak batiyaana
Wo khat wo letter sabse chupaana
Har baat se sach teri yaaden judi hein
Meri choti si gudia ab badi ho chali hai

Kuch baaten ab meri bhi tu sunti jaa bitiya….Ye yaad rakhna ke

yeh ghar ab tera to hai magar tujhse paraya hai
tu Jahaan jaa rahi hai wo tere sapno ka saya hai
Wahin maa milegi tujhe wahin pita bhi honge
Wahi humne tere aane waale kal ka sansaar banaya hai
Wahan kaante bhi honge aur phool bhi khilenge
Wahin sukh bhi hoga aur dukh bhi milenge
Wahin tere daaman mein chaand aur taare
Tere apne karam aur dharam ke lamhe silenge
Wahan tujhe ab apna sansaar sajaana hoga
Wahan tujhe har shaks ko apna banana hoga
Rishte khatte meethe honge lekin ye yaad rakhna
Wahin tujhe apna har ek rishta nibhana hoga
Tu jaa rahi hai magar dil mein hamesha rahegi
Is ghar is aangan ke kone kone mein teri soorat dikhegi
Jab kabhi zindgi mein main akeli rah jaaungi
Mujhse meri yaad teri har baat kahegi
Magar ab in baaton ka koi waqt nahin
Ab sirf ek baat samjhaani hai
Tu meri apni beti hai
Magar tu izaat begaani hai
Sadaa khush rahna,
achcha bura waqt shanti se sahna
apna farz nibhana, aur apno se jud jana
mere bachche hamesha apno ke kaam aana…
Us waqt wo dastak deta hai khayaalon mein
Jab uska har khayaal zahan se utar jaata hai
Kashmkash tab itni bad jaati hai zindgi mein
Jab wo be rok tok tasavvur me chalaa aata hai
Pardon mein chupi mohabbat ki bhi khabar ho jaati hai
Wo Jhuki nazar ki nazaakat aur dheere se muskuraana …
Yeh sach hai ke hum begairat hein
Magar hume begairat kisne banaya?
Jab hum dur gaye, tune aawaaz lagaai
Aur jab waapas aaye tune hi thukraya…
Samajh n paaye aajtak tere iraadon ko
Na tere ishaare hi samajh aaye hume
Jis waqt socha tujhe bhula diya dil ne
Us waqt jaane kyu tu behad yaad aaya…


Tum bhool na sakoge, hum bhulane bhi nahin denge
Hum sirf ek yaad nahi jo guzre toh zahan se utar gaye
Ab pyaar nahin, Intezaar nahin
Tere liye dil Bekaraar bhi nahin
Tujhse bichad ke jee paayenge
Lekin Is baat ka aitbaar bhi nahin ....
Maine tumhen har roz ek khat likha hai
Padoge to wo mera haal-e-dil bataaega
magar tum tak use  pahunchane ka hausla
mujh me shaayad kabhi nahin aayega ….

Friday, 21 June, 2013


badi bedard hoti hai mohabbat me neend ki khumaari
agar aat jaati hai to ek sazaa nahin aati to beemaari...

Thursday, 20 June, 2013

jab woh karen to unki adaa, gar hum karen to aadat hai
yeh shikaayat karna aashiqui me, dastoor e mohabbat hai

Wednesday, 19 June, 2013

Beqaraari aur bechaini besabab nahi hoti,
kuch bhi na hota gar mohabbat nahi hoti.

Tuesday, 18 June, 2013

Na gila rakhte hein apne se na shikaayat hi hai kisi aur se
Ye mohabbaton ke baaziyan hein, kabhi jeete kabhi haare
Meri har raat ki bechainiyon ka sabab aisa hai ke
Kabhi uska khwaab aata hai aur kabhi nahin aata
for my brother-in-law who passed away on 25.5.2013

Nazar dhoodhti rah jaati hai us shaks ko
Jo door bahot door jab chalaa jaata hai
us jahaan mein jaane koi kaise rahta hoga
jidhar jaane se jeete ji har koi ghabraata hai

kya wahan bhi aasmaan neela hota hoga
kya wahan bhi mausam badalte honge
kya wahan bhi sukh dukh ka kaarvaan yu hi
zindgi ko bitaane ka zariya banaya jaata hai?

Kya sachmuch mein koi khuda hota hoga
Kya farishte zahad ka taqaaza karte honge
Yan dozakh aur jannat ke darwaazon par
Insaan khud Karamon ka taala lagaata hai?

Kya hooren wahan insaani dil bahalaati hongi
Kya pariyan apne seene se lagaati hongi
Kya sar-e-arsh ki hasrat rakhne waalon ko
Bin sharton ke wahaan Qaboola jaata hai?

Jo hasraten rah gayin thi jahaan mein baaki
Kya us jahaan mein mukkammil hoti hongi
Kya insaan ki taqdeer aur tadbeer ka hisaab
Agle janam ki shakl mein likhaa jaata hai???


Farishte: angels, Zahad: good deed, taqazaa: settlement, dozakh: hell, jannat: heaven
Karamon: deeds, hooren: fairies, sar-e-arsh-seventh heaven, hasrat: desire, qaboola: accepted,
Mukaammil – complete

Monday, 17 June, 2013

Baarish ki boonden tab barasti hein aatish-e-wasl bujhaane ko
Aasmaa jab betaab ho jaata hai apni zameen ko gale lagaane ko
Roz b roz wasal-e-yaar ki gunjaaish theek nahin
Mohabbat me kismet ki aazmaaish theek nahin
Majbooriyan tod deti hein kasam-o-waadon ko
Yu ta umr saath nibhane ki farmaaish theek nahi

Friday, 14 June, 2013

aashiqui karna jab kabhi fitrat me shaamil ho jaaye,
mohabbat ki kasmo ko koi bhalaa kaise nibhaaye

Thursday, 13 June, 2013

Yeh chashm ab aabshaar nahi hote
Yeh ahsaas bhi ab bekaraar nahin hote
zindgi baarish ki chaah me yun guzaari
k dil k ujde chaman ab gulzaar nahi hote
teri aankhon ke shraaron se pareshaan hein
yeh ishaare bhi karti hein to zaahir nahi hota
jhuki rahti hein mere chehre par door se bhi
hum dhoka kha jaate gar tu maahir nahi hota

Tuesday, 11 June, 2013

humne haath uthaakar maangi duaayen jis kamzarf ki khaatir
woh girne pe is kadar aamdaa tha k usne uthe haath tod daale
pahle sirf ek shaq tha ke woh gunaahgaar hai meri barbadi ka
par ab uske daaman mein chupe khanjar ne saare raaz khol daale..

Monday, 10 June, 2013

humne raham karne ki guzaarish chhod di us beraham se
ke gar woh mera khuda hota to mere gum se juda na hota...

Friday, 7 June, 2013

mujhe har baat par wo
ek chawanni deta raha.......

Pyaar ke izhaar karne par
Uska intezaar karne par
Haq na maangne par aur
Haq-e-ikhtyaar karne par

Magar

Bazaar mein jo chalti nahi
Keemat jiski chadti nahi
Muththi bhar gayi meri 
Kismet lekin badalti nahi J         

Aur

Itni chawanniyan ikathi ho gayi
Ke ab lautane ka waqt hai
Un khote sikkon ko aaj
Uspar hi chalaane ka waqt hai J

Isliye

Ab har baat par hum use
uski ek chawanni lautenge
jitna usne hume sataya
utna use hum sataayenge J

Lekin

na uska sikka chalaa bazaar me
na mera sikka hi chal paayega
magar ek sukun milega dil ko
saara gum durust ho jaayega J

Thursday, 6 June, 2013

wo jo kuch khwaab chote chote se
Tumhari aankhon mein basaaye the
Kal raat wo tumhari shikaayat lekar         
Dabe paanv khwaabon  me aaye the..

Unhone mujhe bataya ke tum aajkal
raaton ko kuch Theek se sote nahin
garam garam ashqon ko pee lete ho
par bojhil aankhon ko bhigote nahin

aksar raat ko mere khayaal tumhen
raat raat bhar khoob sataate hein 
karwat karwat der tak tumhara dil
woh apni baaton se bhalaate hein

kai baar tum bewajah akele mein
apne aap me  yun hi muskurate ho
apne zahan me mere tassavvur ko
apne haatho se baar baar sajaate ho

meri khushboo tumhari saans ko
meri saanson se mahkaati hai 
tumhare dil ki dhadkan rah rah ke
mere dil ko aawaaz dekar bulati hai

sach kaho ye sab kya tumhare saath hua hai
kya maine tumhari zindgi ko is kadar chua hai????

Wednesday, 5 June, 2013

Mujhe mujhse mile hue ek zamaana beet gaya
Mera aaina bhi mujhe ab teri hi soorat dikhata hai
Kaisi ajeeb si kahaani ban gayi hai teri badakashi k
Jaam koi peeta hai, kadam mera dagmagaata hai

Dur rahne ka iraada karte hein har shaam lekin
Subah uska ek paigaam phir us tak le aata hai
Hausla nahin hai magar dil jhooth mooth mein
Usko tang karta hai aur khud ko bhi satata hai

Khat likhne ki ek aadat si pad gayi hai is umr me
Majmoon har harf ka bus haal-e-dil batata hai
Aji kuch to hoga ilaaj is la-ilaaj marz ka miyan,
Ke dekho bin ilaaj ke dil beemaar hua jaata hai

Tuesday, 4 June, 2013

Meri nazar ko sabar nahi
Uski nazar par asar nahi
Dil usi pe kyu meharbaan
Jise mere dil ki fikar nahi
Sab ka haal poochta hai
Bus mera koi zikar nahi
kyu usi ki khabar rakhti hu
Jise meri koi khabar nahi`...

Monday, 3 June, 2013

Meri kalam bhi ab mujhe naraaz rahti hai
Meri nazm bhi ab mujhse naraaz rahti hai
Jab se maine likhna chhod diya hai yaaron
Saari bazm bhi mujhse naraaz rahti hai...

Mere ahsaas hi mere ashraar bante hein
Wo khayaal hi mere panne pe utarte hein
Jab se mere jazbaat guzar gaye nazaron se
Meri chashm bhi mujhse naraaz rahti hai

Riwaazon se hat kar ek rishta banaaya tha
Toofaanon tak ne mera saath nibhaya tha
Jab se toot gaye mera bharam sach maano
Riti aur rasam bhi mujhse naraaz rahti hai

Ummeedon se pare waadon se bahut pare
Har nayi puraani yaadon se bhi bahut pare
Jis shaks ke naam se har saughandh uthaai
Tab se kasam bhi mujhse naraaz rahti hai...

Thursday, 30 May, 2013

meri hasti par yeh chaya hai kaun
saugaat-e-mohabbat laya hai kaun
band kamron mein bahta paseena,
ye khushboo-e-jannat laya hai kaun
terei parchaai mein mujhe andhera nahi dikhta
aur paki dhoop bharaa din bhi chaandi lagta hai
tere aasmanon ki chaadar par har raat mere
armaanon ka khoobsoorat sa chaand sajta hai

Wednesday, 29 May, 2013

Yun lagaa mere dard ki muddat khatam ho gayi
Magar khuda ki nazar mein abhi itnehaa nahi hui

Humne toh odh liya tha khushi ko apne ird-gird
Bola woh abhi tujhe tere kufr ki sazaa nahi hui

Humne hans kar kaha abhi aur kitnna sahna hai
Usne kaha jab tak tere gumon ki atathaa nahi hui

Humne chupchaap sir ko jhukaya aur kah diya
‘Badhaali mein rah lenge jab tak teri razaa nahi hui’

Daleel dete bhi to haasil kya ho jaata yaaron
Sab Manzur-e-khuda  hai  jab qazaa nahi hui
Dard to sirf ek ahsaas hai, maano to bahut gehra aur na maano to kuch bhi nahi
Hum apne gumon mein bhi hans lete hein
ye gum mere apno ki hi meharbaani hai
gumon mein rote wo hein jo kamzor hein
gumon mein hansna zindadili ki nishaani hai
Wo meharbaan aisi meharbaani karta raha
Apne pyaar ka chupchaap dum bharta raha
Hum jise uska ek mazaak samajhte rahe
Din raat us aag mein sulagta aur jalta raha

Aankhon se shikaayat aankhon se mohabaat
Aankhon se hi pyaar uska pighalta raha
Labon par feeki si muskuraahat odh kar
Raah-e-ulfat par wo akela hi chalta raha

Na samajh sake uski udaas khaamoshi ko
Bezubaani mein uska haal-e-dil dhalta raha
Chupata raha zamaane ki nigaahon se magar
Dil uska meri jaanib ta-umr machalta raha
Kyun tera guzra kal mera dil dukhata hai
Kyun mere aaj par uska saya aa jata hai
Jab meri saanson tak pe tera ikhtiyaar hai
main ye bhi jaanti hu tumhen ke.....

aaj sirf mujhse pyaar hai
Saans lete ho tum sach yeh hi bahut hai
Yahan to saans bhi teri gulami karti hai
Yeh to mera hausla hai ke ab tak zinda hu
Warna meri zindgi to roz tum pe marti hai
Tujh se Judaa hone ke khauff bhar se ab mujhe neend nahi aati
Warna yun raaton mein jaagna meri aadat mein shumaar na tha               
Tu agar haath thaam le mera to Har toofaan se takra sakta hoon
Teri zindgi roshan karne ki liye Zamaane ko aag lagaa sakta hoon
Gar tera Sahara mil jaaye to kisi aur ke sahare ki justjoo hi nahi
Tujhe paane ke liye main yeh saari duniya thukra sakta hoon
Teri aankhon se chalakte aansu mujhe manzoor nahi zaraa bhi
In aankhon ki khaatir main saraa aasmaan sukha sakta hoon
Mujhe teri hansi ki chaahat hai, aur meri chaahat mera gurur hai
Aur teri hansi ke liye mein har honth ki hansi chura sakta hoon